I try to eat well, but sometimes I just don't care.
I don't work out as much as I should.
I love french fries and onion rings way more than one person should, but pregnant Melissa likes them even more.
I suck at putting away laundry. My own, not Mia's. Her closet and drawers are always fine, mine not so much.
I work hard to help provide for my family, but some days I just want to throw in the towel. So much wasted time and noise! Work ethic has changed and I find it extremely irritating.
I often take my job too seriously and allow myself to get entirely too stressed out about things not worth stressing over.
One day I feel all put together in life - work, Mom, Wife and other days I feel like a total failure.
I consider most people's feeling and reactions before I do my own. Especially when it comes to family.
I don't say no easily, but I am getting better.
I could be a better Wife.
I could be a better Mom.
I try to stay positive, but there are some days that such a simple task seems very difficult.
I struggle with how much time I'm away from home.
I get mad when I sometimes feel punished for actually wanting to work and the cost of daycare in order to do so.
I'm nervous about how we will balance a family of four.
Time at home, when all three of us are actually together, is limited and I often get frustrated by how little time that truly is.
But at the end of the day, I give what I can, I do what I can and I try to be the best that I can.
And these two? They rock my world with their awesomeness. Just a typical Saturday night in our house.
This is Me.